Something..

Something I wanted...
Something that you had.
Something I gave you...
Something you broke.

Into little pieces smaller than
drops of my tear.
Couldn't hold you forever,
Cause you pretended to be near...
And now you are gone..left me alone.

Something you returned me...
Something that was mine.
Something you said to me...
Something last time.

You gave my heart back
Full of wounds and scars.
You said you loved me,
Before you went so far,
And now I am waiting alone...for you to come home.

Something we had...
Something between us...
Something you broke...
Something we called trust.

When you said that you loved me,
And then left me for someone else.
When you betrayed me time again,
Made my life worse than hell.
Now I have moved on ahead...wish you were never mine.

Something that we never had.
Something we never got.
Something that wasn't your or mine...
Something...that something.
...............................................................................


Copyright: Abhi Ojha, 11/23/2017 11:30 AM IST

Abhi Ojha, 19, Nepal is a budding poet.

 He has always been interested in human emotions.

Young in life, he is still discovering different emotions

projected in different scenarios and keeps tasting and

expressing them through his poems and stories.

For more from Abhi follow his blog: It's a wonderful lie.

In his words:

A friend of the moon and the stars,

The clouds in the dark

and the breeze of the wind,

everything I have learned

everything I have learned.

It's a beautiful lie.

https://itsabeautifullie.wordpress.com/

or follow him on Instagram: @im_yogesh11

Something is a beautiful poem guest written to Exotic Effervescence by Abhi Ojha, 19, Nepal. A poem with feelings of a broken love, with feelings of a betrayed heart. Keep your and others' hearts safe, they have feelings.


Love,
Lipi Gupta

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Shades of me...

Sometimes I feel,
I don't live in my body.
I am just an audience...
Looking at me,
From a distance far away...
All night- All day.

I see the smile,
I see it while..
It rests on the face,
Traveling to the eye base.
Lighting up the eyes,
Till the tear dries.
The shy blush
As the blood rush...
on a cheeky compliment...
Or a true praise.

The innocence of the feeling,
Speck of emotion reeling-
Determination in the eyes,
Freedom and ties.
Brave and bold,
Sometimes ice cold,
Weighed down by anchor,
pure hatred...innocent anger,
feelings directed,
confusions subjected.

Looking at me
Like I don't live in my body.
Watching from a distance far away.
All night- All day.

I see all those shades.
One comes as other fades.
Shades of laughter, shades of pain.
Pride sometimes- sometimes vain.
Funny, angry, happy, bravery-
All...Just some shades of me.

     We have lots of moods...lots of feelings..lots of chapters in our lives- Lots of shades. Grab on to your originality. Grab on to your shades.

Love,
Lipi Gupta


Copyright: Lipi Gupta, 11/20/2017 5:30 PM IST
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The mask I wear...

The mask I wear..
To deceive.
The world off my reality,
My vulnerability,
My insecurity.

Been wearing it for so long...
I don't have a separate identity anymore..
The mask and me..

Been wearing it for so long...
I don't know which is truer,
The mask or me..

Been wearing it for so long...
Feels like only the mask exists,
That I stopped existing long ago.


Love,
Lipi Gupta


Copyright: Lipi Gupta, 11/17/2017 9:30 AM IST
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I miss being me..

I miss my smile..
That ran on my lips..
I miss my eyes..
That twinkled all the time..
I miss what I was..
I was me..before you..
Since I have met you..
I started changing too..
Becoming more like you..
I miss what I was before...
I miss being me..


Do not change yourself..If you think you will miss being what you were.

Love,
Lipi Gupta



Copyright: Lipi Gupta, 11/14/2017 11:30 AM IST
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इंतज़ार...

याद है मुझे मेरा हर आँसूं..
हर सिसकी..
तन्हाई में बीता हर लम्हा..
अब आदत सी है तनहा जीने की..
इंतज़ार के घूँट पीने की..
अब तो सच है...
तेरे आने का यकीं भी नहीं मुझे..
याद में तेरी शामें भिगोना..
किस्मत सा बन गया है..
तेरे इंतज़ार में जीना..
बस एक ज़रुरत सा बन गया है.





Love,
Lipi Gupta



Copyright: Lipi Gupta, 11/13/2017 8:30 AM IST
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My Brain..

My brain..
My prison..
Prison of my thoughts..
Prison of my feelings..
Captive of my beliefs..
Tied in its perception..
Drifting in its notion..
Constrained..
Confined..
Cramped up..
Till a wave comes..
To engulf it whole..
Powerful..
And potent..
That embrace the beauty..
Enrage the vigor..
Giving the release.

    Let those pressures go, express yourself.

Love,
Lipi Gupta

Copyright: Lipi Gupta 11/10/2017 4:15 PM IST
For more, visit: http://tantrumfits.com/my-brain/

I Breathe...

I breathe...
And the breath doesn't come..
It feels like my lungs..
Have been choked..
And devoid of air...
Making them yearning more and more...
For one long gasp...
The relief that will follow...
Can be compared to none...
But for now..
The choking...
The yearning..
The feeling..
Of death is all I have.





       Free your life from all kind of pollution, that may suffocate you, choke you. Breathe clean air...live carefree.

Love,
Lipi Gupta

Copyright: Lipi Gupta 11/10/2017 8:30 AM IST

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Judge all you want...

So stop judging others and will them to the light. If not then be the one they despise....and judge all you want.

Love,
Lipi Gupta


Copyright: Lipi Gupta 10/19/2017 6:50 AM IST

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Where are you God...

Where are you, God..?
I try finding you every day,
in those temples far away,
in those beautiful idols.
Those buildings which are sacred
and those gardens that surround them.
Are you here, God?
In those things that live,
or the things that can never be.
I tried finding you around me
until the day-
I looked that mirror closely.
Oh yes. I found you.
I found you, God.
In those deeds, I do for others,
in the courage, my eyes show.
The heart that beats,
and give me my existence.
I found you, God.
You live in me.






Worship the good in you. Keep doing those good things in life and keep helping others. Stop trying to find him elsewhere. He lives inside you.

Love,
Lipi Gupta


Copyright: Lipi Gupta 10/10/2017 6:50 AM IST

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Yes I Failed...

Yes, I failed...
but I never turned my back.
No matter how far I had to go,
I never stopped on the track.
No matter how long was the day,
I never wished for the night.
When it was needed,
I never backed off a fight.
I kept pushing forward,
kept on charging ahead,
further into those unknown streets,
not knowing where I'll make my bed.
I decided to keep moving
till I find my way.
So, I know I'll be fighting
till the victory day.
Until then,
Yes, I failed
and I know I didn't yield.
But I'll never stop trying,
till I succeed.


Love,
Lipi Gupta



Copyright: Lipi Gupta 10/8/2017 5
:20 PM IST
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Right here for you...

If nothing makes you happy,
and your life feels hollow.
When you always come up empty 
no matter what path you follow.
When your sun is up,
but doesn't shine bright.
When deep within your heart
you feel giving up the fight.
No matter what you sow,
if nothing good grow.
You feel all alone
and nothing helps you tow.
Your heart is giving up,
life tense and tout.
Just remember one thing,
before you hold your pout.
You squeeze your hand,
you'll find me right there.
Looking in your eyes,
smiling bright there.
"Don't give up" I'll keep saying.
Keep saying, "Yay...you".
You'll find me right here,
right here....just for you.


Be there for someone...it feels good.

Love,
Lipi Gupta


Copyright: Lipi Gupta 10/5/2017 2:20 PM IST

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तू साथ देना ऐ ज़िन्दगी...

तू साथ तब तक तो देना ऐ ज़िन्दगी
की प्यास हर पूरी हो जाए.
कहीं पानी छलछला रहा हो आँखों में
और प्यास अधूरी ही रह जाए...

तू साथ तब तक तो देना ऐ ज़िन्दगी
की सांस हर पूरी हो जाए.
कहीं खुशबुओं की फुहार हो आसपास
और सांस अधूरी ही रह जाए...

तू साथ तब तक तो देना ऐ ज़िन्दगी
की याद हर पूरी हो जाए.
कहीं मिलने चला आये वो, राह तकी जिसकी
और याद अधूरी ही रह जाए...

तू साथ तब तक तो देना ऐ ज़िन्दगी
की आस हर पूरी हो जाए.
कहीं औंसुओं के रुकने की घडी आये
और आस अधूरी ही रह जाए...

तू साथ तब तक तो देना ऐ ज़िन्दगी
की रात हर पूरी हो जाए.
कहीं सुबह के सूरज का इंतज़ार करें हम
और रात अधूरी ही रह जाए...

तू साथ तब तक तो देना ऐ ज़िन्दगी
की आवाज़ हर पूरी हो जाए.
कहीं गीत के बोल हो ज़बान पर मेरी
और आवाज़ अधूरी ही रह जाए...

पर तू साथ तब ना देना ऐ ज़िन्दगी
की बात ये पूरी हो जाए.
टपकती रहे आँखें, तड़पता रहे दिल
और मांगने पे भी मौत ना आये.

Love,

Lipi Gupta

Copyright: Lipi Gupta 9/26/2017 7:20 AM IST
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